Birthdays

So, tomorrow is Layla's 5th birthday. Where has the time gone? I was thinking earlier that 5 years ago at this time I wasn't even in labor and 5 years and 15 hours ago from now I had a beautiful baby girl. I'm sappy as it is but this birthday is turning out to be really hard for me. My baby is 5. I think it's always harder for me since for so long I wasn't sure if I would have a baby and now I have the two most precious little girls I could ever hope for. Sure there are times I could string them up by their toenails but I wouldn't trade them for anything in the world! Next week Keira is turning 3. That one is hard too since she is my last baby. On the bright side she has finally poop trained herself so that is great! Part of me is very sad they are growing up but the other part knows that it means John and I have been doing our job right the last several years.